to stop using......

Cocaine, heroine, marijuana, sleeping pills, painkillers. When you ask someone whether they are taking drugs, you usually ask them whether they are 'using'. Its a more subtle and less of offensive way of describing a person's dependance on the drugs. I have never been a patron of the more harder and branded drugs on the market but they say every man needs at least one vice. I am however using a stronger, rarer and more expensive drug. I wake up in the morning and want to have it, when i have it I let the feeling stay with me for as long as i can. When its gone I start feeling sick and I scream out that I have got to have it. 

It has destroyed me, I have alienated some of my friends, I can't concentrate in class and I'm broke all the time. 

I really need to stop using...

to connect with a higher power………..

Psalms 23 The lord is my shepherd I shall not want………surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

Truly deep words from King David’s Album, the psalms are music from one of the greatest musicians of all time. I have always been amazed by the bible with its many books , writers, explanations of great peoples and cities that rules the world thousands of years ago. It always brings a little more piece every time I read a new chapter because I always liken it as much as possible to myself and in the end I try and tailor the decisions made by those people into my own life. This has proven difficult in recent years because I’m not sure how David would have handled asking for a raise……….

to be forever young.

I'm sitting on my office desk listening to Jay-z's forever young ,a song sampled from the Alphaville song of the same ,and ask myself if my youth is really worth wasting away. We as the children of this country hurry and go through our school system pouring through great books, drowning in the library and cramming late into the night for a miserable future ahead. Misery comes in many ways but that is where we all end up. I went straight into university after high school and i haven't had a resting period since then. Don't get me wrong, I do not advocate for laziness but is this what I worked for........