to find out how he got here......

Have you ever stood in the middle of a field, gazed at the sun peeking over the horizon, smelled the beautiful clean air , let the beauty surround you and ask yourself "How did I get here". I have done that many a time and still at the end of the euphoria I want to go further away. Please help me ye who have arrived............

to get some perspective...........

When I first started writing this blog, I thought I'd put together my day to day observations. Things I bump into in the morning, people I meet or even stuff going on in my life. This has changed clearly down to the thoughts I have and things I am having a problem dealing  with. Now that I have realized what I should be doing with this blog I can now get some perspective in life.
I'm starting to feel the withdrawal effects from not having my drug. I now have to get myself off it before it destroys my life but I really wish i could go on. I had not had it in a few weeks now and I'm sweating, my thoughts are incoherent and I can not make any sense of anything I hear. Its time for me to stop, I'm going to stop.


As soon as i figure out which drug to start using next.....