to be like Sheldon...

If anyone is a fan of the big bang theory like me then they know of a Sheldon Cooper ,who can be termed as one who lives a controlled lives. Everything from his meals to his bowel movements are accordng to a schedule, a controlled life indeed. What I admire about him is his lack of self awareness, he may know how much he values himself but overestimates how much people value him. Brilliant scientist he is but in this world people value kindness, politeness and a general level of sensitivity which he cannot attain or even feign. He is not driven by any need to copulate or show affection to others, his work is what drives him. Most peoples' goals are driven by a need to be accepted by their peers, he does not care for acceptance but he dearly cares for recognition for his exceptional intelligence. His main goal is to get a Nobel prize. I envy his general disregard for other peoples opinions, lack for the need of affection etc. I shall never been able to be like sheldon, probably coz why the actor who plays him is gay. That may be the reason why he plays Sheldon so well.........

Learn psychology.

I wake up in the morning and there's people on the TV who are fighting all the time and nobody knows when it started. I run into the same problem at work, in school , where I work and even the people who are supposedly going to spend the rest of my life with. I have no cure for the pig headed, no forgiveness to the air headed and definitely no redemption for those who ignore wise counsel. Don't get me wrong, I am in no way perfect but I try to be sensitive until a person is scratching at the very edge of my comfort level. I'll leave you with that for now, how does it feel when everyone around you seems to be making illogical decisions.....