to be like Sheldon...

If anyone is a fan of the big bang theory like me then they know of a Sheldon Cooper ,who can be termed as one who lives a controlled lives. Everything from his meals to his bowel movements are accordng to a schedule, a controlled life indeed. What I admire about him is his lack of self awareness, he may know how much he values himself but overestimates how much people value him. Brilliant scientist he is but in this world people value kindness, politeness and a general level of sensitivity which he cannot attain or even feign. He is not driven by any need to copulate or show affection to others, his work is what drives him. Most peoples' goals are driven by a need to be accepted by their peers, he does not care for acceptance but he dearly cares for recognition for his exceptional intelligence. His main goal is to get a Nobel prize. I envy his general disregard for other peoples opinions, lack for the need of affection etc. I shall never been able to be like sheldon, probably coz why the actor who plays him is gay. That may be the reason why he plays Sheldon so well.........